Let's grow old and die young.
Stay #TrueSteadfastHumble
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#Solykos #SelfMadeWarrior #RidingDragons #SolykosMedia
Standing on the edge I'm ready to jump
Then you come along
Distract me
Retract me
I stand still
As the emotions fill
You push
I should have known it was coming
Expecting anything less
Is always my downfall
I find comfort it the clouds
As I freefall
Hit the ground and I break
Crawling from the muck
I pick up all the shattered pieces of me
What will I become?
In time we shall see
Hard to say what caught my attention
Vixen crazy, aphid attraction
Carve my name in my face to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize
I won't let this build up inside of me
I'm a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and unchecked collectors
I exist through my need, to self-oblige
She is something in me, that I despise
I won't let this build up inside of me
She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable
She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do
I don;t know what to do
When she makes me sad
But I won't let this build up inside of me
I catch in my throat
Choke
Torn into pieces
I won't, no
I don't want to be this
She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real
Vermillion - Slipknot
I walk these city streets at night until the dark becomes light.
It's amazing what humans have built on this Earth. It's more amazing to think what we will build on this spaceship if we do not destroy it first.
Look into your eye
Then jump-off and fly
"Revelry in the dark" -ใตใฟใใ ใจใใใฟ
When then light hits your face
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I cannot help but ponder my place
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As we quietly stroll through this human race
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Can I keep pace?
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Or will I just be another you will erase
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When it is said and done
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What will we become
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Masters of our fate?
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Creators? Or just narrators?
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Can you wait to see,
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Like me,
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Just what it is we will be?
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โ๐ฝ Solykos ๐บ
Went on a stroll through the city this weekend. Started out looking for Thai food carts. Ended up not finding any until after they had closed down for the night. So I kept walking. Got tired, so I told myself to stop being a little bitch and walked 46 blocks in the opposite direction so that little bitch would die. Then I got hungry... So I turned around and walked back. In the end I didn't obtain any substance to feed my stomach. Just some pain in my calves to remind myself that life can be much more difficult, and it has been more difficult. In the past I've had to walk that same path just to be able to work so I can buy food. It wasn't easy back then, but I had something to prove to myself. I proved it and now I'm getting comfortable again. Its scares me cause I tend to destroy everything I've built because I do not trust comfort. Comfort has always come around when something is about to fall apart. So I've created patterns of destruction so that I can at least look back and say it was my fault. Maybe this time it will be different. Maybe this time it really is comfort creeping in to let me know that my hard work has been recognized. Maybe. But maybe I won't stick around to find out and I'll just light a match and watch it burn like I'm used to. Maybe the ashes will make my soul feel better cause they will be something it resembles. โ๐ฝ๐ฅ๐พ๐ค
Forgot to post this yesterday to keep the feed gods happy. Sorry and you're welcome
